God And My Divorce

God And My Divorce

Since my separation, I've been angry with God off and on. My life was in pieces, shattered beyond repair, and I needed someone to blame.

Now, 6 months later, I think what did God have to do with it? I made these decisions of my own free will, God didn't force me to marry him..

And then there are times when I get mad again and I think "why me?" and yet again, mad at God. Between these bouts of anger these past few weeks, I've had a few moments of clarity.

Let's suppose all this WAS God's fault.. well here's what I want to say to Him now:

• Thank you Lord for having removed the toxicity from my life.
• Thank you Lord for having the foresight to know that he was not deserving of me.
• Thank you Lord for having led me on a healthy path.
• Thank you Lord for giving me the strength to stand on my own two feet again.
• Thank you Lord for allowing the days of walking on eggshells to be long gone.
• Thank you Lord for having saved me countless additional years of misery and lies.
• Thank you Lord for this experience: although very hard, it is re-shaping my life.