My heart got broken and I don’t know how to fix it
Trying everything I can think of, but nothing tricks it
Can’t fill the void because the cracks are too deep
The only things that seem to help are snuggles and sleep
I thought the love was going when I walked away
Not all of it was, just not enough to stay
So now I’m here, with love and pain
Wondering if my heart will ever be the same
Falling now for someone new
But I’m not sure if it is the right thing to do
His heart is broken, same as mine
Kindred spirits, it is divine
Trying not to over analyze, think too much
Just accepting the love, embracing the touch
Like running cold water over a burn
Numbs the pain, but it comes back in turn
Sneaks up on me when I least expect it
Catches me off guard when I can’t reject it
I’ll be fine, just kicking it, being me
When my heart stops cold, remembering
Someone will say something, and my mind will wander
Back to six years with you, and I wonder
How did things get so bad so fast?
We were sure that things would last and last
Then one day, we came to the conclusion
We aren’t in love anymore, let’s stop with the illusion
For some reason I thought it would be easy to walk away
Not easy, but there was no way I could stay
So I’ll deal with the pain, the separation
It is time I learned, got an education
Saw the world through my own eyes
Without you to be my disguise
No ring to hide behind, no husband to claim
I’m out here fighting them off, no one but me to blame
Didn’t realize I was so fuckable, so attractive
I guess it comes with the territory of being active
But I’m not dumb, just fucking everything in sight
I’m a good girl, sleep alone at night
Well, not alone, but not just with anyone
Found one who loves me, knows how I like to have fun
No drama, no issues, nothing complicated
Honesty and trust, that’s all we play with
And a freedom to be how I am, not how I should be
Doesn’t want anything but raw, unaltered me
No titles, just love, keeping things simple, easy
We come and go, hang or not, it’s all breezy
And so though I love you and miss you sometimes
I have found a way to make this life mine
Sorry for being selfish and unwilling to change
I guess sometimes love isn’t forever, it has a range
I wish I knew before how things would turn out
I don’t think I would have made that commitment, knowing I would step out
I am sorry for the pain I have caused you
Never meant to hurt you, flog you
But it is over now, please stop sneak attacking me
Let me go, babe, it’s time to be free